| | It's good to be posting about nothing in particular again, although I did have a couple of dreams a couple of days ago. Both involved women I've loved in the past, one I can't name and the other is my last mortal girlfriend. The one I'm not going to name, well, I've said any number of times that when I was younger I was a total bastard to people at times and I was terribly awfully so to this lady. It was something I'd done, something that hurt her and ultimately hurt me for my unwillingness to admit it. What is worse is that we still see each other once in a blue and the emotional bond is still there. Soooo, in this dream she and I were in a room with "some guy" whose face is lost to the general vagueness of dreaming. I can't even recall the context, what was going on, but she was standing by me and was crying; the guy had become pushy (apparently) about something about our long relationship, and she was holding back. Quietly I said, "Tell him. Tell him everything." She looked at me and repeated, "Everything?" I nodded. And again, there is the vagueness of dreaming here, but she told him "everything," everything about the wrong I'd done her, and in those weird moments of dream-life it was as if the telling had freed us up from a terrible thing in the past. She hugged me. The second dream involved a kind of running process in my dreams as a whole, where I am trying to get "home." This has been an ongoing theme for many years now, I recall having had them when I was in my late teens. Again, there is vagueness; all that I really recall is the end of the dream, where I was on a grassy hill; there was a red door that led into an underground chamber within the hill and I went inside. The interior was a mad amalgam of a number of places where I'd lived, but the overall atmosphere was very much like Das Kobaldhaven, the underground warehouse that I lived in for a number of years - only it had windows! And waiting for me with a smile was the Other, my late last girlfriend, and we embraced in a sweet hug - thus ending a brief if marvelous dream. 
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